I should be either writing poems or grading papers.
Instead, I am indulging my addiction to the Cornell Lab of Ornithology live-stream nest cam of the Red-tailed Hawk couple and their soon to hatch eggs:
When I'm not staring at the hawks, I am surfing the web to try to see if Ellen Bryant Voigt is doing any summer poetry workshops, and if she is, can I afford to go to one. Can't find any. I am still waiting to hear from the MacDowell Colony, if I got one of their residencies --- I have just about given up on that. Sigh.
I will try to wrench myself away now, and get down to business.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Sunday, April 15, 2012
National Poetry Month - Couplets
In the April 14th Couplets blog tour,Elizabeth Barrette is hosting me on her blog The Wordsmith's Forge.
I wrote a very short essay about the poetry of Kate Daniels and Jane Hirschfield.
Visit Elizabeth's blog and enjoy! http://ysabetwordsmith.livejournal.com/2273311.html
Friday, April 13, 2012
National Poetry Month - Draft Thirteen
Intensity of
Fragrance
Hyacinth,
Jonquil,
Lilac,
Lily of the
Valley,
Viburnum,
Peony,
Mock Orange.
Incense of
Spring,
Nothing in all
the world of summer
Smells like
you.
Too heady for
me to keep
n my bedroom,
You clot the
air with sweetness.
I will dream
of bees.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
National Poetry Month - Fragment for today
This is all I can manage. I'm aiming for a villanelle, eventually.
the kerchief keeps her, catlike, blind, alert -
around the spring-gold ball her knees are curled.
#12
Hope strums her harp and
sits astride the world;the kerchief keeps her, catlike, blind, alert -
around the spring-gold ball her knees are curled.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
National Poetry Month: two more drafts
#10 Fanny Denlinger Kauffman
My
mother’s mother died from
Septicemia
In
1922
Two
weeks after she birthed
My
uncles
At
home.
Delirious,
tossing in the bed,
Then
dead,
Stiff
like marble
When
they lifted my
Seven
year old mother up
To
kiss her goodbye.
Sepsis
Toxic
response to infection
Pathogens
Raging
from
A
bed full of childbirth,
A barely noticed cut.
Septic
Blood
gone bad
Coursing
poison through the body
Poisoned
muscles screaming pain
Poisoned
heart slowing down
Worse
than arsenic,
Body
turned against itself
Still , we can't stop it.
#11
Waiting
for the Grosbeak
Grosbeak
- teutonic lumpy word
For
gorgeous bird,
But
the adjectives redeem
Blue
Grosbeak,
Evening
Grosbeak,
Rose-Breasted
Grosbeak.
Rose-Breast,
each day now I wait for you
To
meander by my window
On
your way north
Before
the Beebalm blooms.
I
keep my feeder full
Of
Sunflower seeds, your favorite,
Hoping
I am home
When
you appear.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
National Poetry Month - Poem #9
I'm still one day behind...
At
Fort Clifton Park, Colonial Heights Virginia
We
walked the boardwalk through the little swamp
almost
at twilight
almost
at closing time
for
the nature preserve.
In
the quiet
sudden
flash of buttery yellow
and
the Prothonotary Warbler
arrived
three
feet in front of us
on
a crusty branch,
to
feed her flapping fledgling.
Unmindful
of us
paralyzed
with joy
to
see her
so
close
so
close.
Monday, April 9, 2012
National Poetry Month Poem #8
at five o'clock Easter afternoon, my friend Maureen, creator of this watercolor, died.
Weeding
Wheelbarrow dumped
Hay, Wild Strawberry, Bishops Weed,
New Crabgrass,
Make way for my friend Maureen
newly planted in
Paradise
Saturday, April 7, 2012
National Poetry Month - catching up
Here are seven poems for the first seven days of April. Actually, they are shabby drafts that will, hopefully, someday become poems:
#1
Nest Cam
It’s 38 degrees and blustery
on the campus at Cornell.
On top of a light post in the parking lot,
the red-tailed hawk broods
over her nest of three eggs.
Her mate spells her every several hours.
Fluffed up, looking smaller and younger
than she is, she also looks calm but alert.
Traffic doesn’t bother her, nor the lights
in the partking lot.
Brisk winds tousle her gorgeous feathers.
She turns her head to the sound
of car alarms and crows.
Some recently added evergreen spriggs
add color to the brown stick nest.
From her brown and white dappled feathers.
the red tail sticks out sharply, stiff and rusty.
#2 Turtlephobia
I know someone who fears turtles,
The tiny ones, green quarters, I used to buy at
Woolworths
and nurture in my childhood,
the shy brilliant box ones,
making their way across Route 40,
the snapping ones
sunning themselves in the ponds
at Blackwater.
She thinks they are snakes under cover.
Their plodding unnerves her –
might be plotting.
She, who plows through life like a bulldozer,
Reactive,
unmindful of her own shell,
huffing, watchful,
on the defense.
#3 The Blue
Flowers of April
The blue flowers of April
showed up three weeks early this year,
starry stems of Ajuga,
bells of grape hyacinth,
thumbnails and thibles of creeping phlox.
Even the blue butterfly, fragile
and penny sized.
Virginia Bluebells with their
tumblers of Spring.
#4 As the
darkness clears away
Let all mortal flesh keep silence,
Melody of minor notes and
Haunting incense,
Mysteries in the morning
As the color returns to the world.
#5 Camera Obscura
Chamber of darkness
little known room,
Mysterious, remote,
secluded, cryptic
device,
but able to capture an image
and project it
onto paper
or onto an oval table
in the center of a dark room.
Large ones
resided in domed sheds,
entertaining
the
viewers inside,
who
saw a remarkably accurate –
but slightly darker –
reflection of whatever its pinprick of light
observes,
with
an almost imperceptible
double image.
#6
Theremin
Weird and funny
Waves of sound
Gathered like invisible cobwebs
By the hand of a deft musician
of physics.
Therein lies the pheromone,
The vitamin,
The ermine
of music.
#7
Holy Saturday
“He will revive us after two
days;
on the third day he will raise us up,
to live in his presence.
Let us know, let us strive to know the LORD;
as certain as the dawn is his coming…” 1 Hos 6:1-6
If Macrina could argue Gregory out of his grief,
All the while softpedaling her own whistled breath,
So can I calm my sister with my hand on her sharklike shoulderblades
Sharpened by cancer.
There’s a land of mild and homey
,not milk and honey,
,not milk and honey,
Waiting for us across the lake.
Where every garment rolled in blood
Will turn to grass stains and pollen powder.
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Celia Lisset Alvarez
The website Upper Rubber Boot Books URB is hosting "Couplets - a multi-author poetry blog tour" for National Poetry Month.
Today I am hosting Celia Lisset Alvarez, a wonderful poet from Miami Florida.
Her blog location is: http://writingwithcelia.blogspot.com/
Her post for my blog is "Poetry of the Urban Pastoral" :
Poetry of the Urban Pastoral
photo:
No
part of the natural world exists in isolation. Though we should try desperately
to preserve those places—like the Florida Everglades—that should remain undisturbed, those of us who live in urban
areas need not feel as if we are closed off from them. Florida has had to pay
for its reputation as The Sunshine State with overcrowded beaches and sea-grass
parking lots. Even sleepy Sarasota, home of my childhood summers, now features
an hour-
Today I am hosting Celia Lisset Alvarez, a wonderful poet from Miami Florida.
Her blog location is: http://writingwithcelia.blogspot.com/
Her post for my blog is "Poetry of the Urban Pastoral" :
Poetry of the Urban Pastoral
Having lived all my life in urban Miami, I often feel at
odds with the majority of poets, who continue to find inspiration in pastoral
themes and landscapes that I can only imagine. How does one know the names of
the flowers that grow in the back yard, the names of trees and birds, the sound
of silence, if the back yard is paved in concrete and separated from a busy
street by an aluminum fence?
It might be odd to think of Miami as an unnatural landscape;
after all, isn’t it a tropical paradise? Down here, don’t we all roll out of
our hammocks and into the ocean, and spend our days sipping mojitos on the
sand? If one thinks of Miami apart from the beach at all, it’s only to imagine
pastel-colored Art Deco hotels lined up against the sand like sharps and flats
on a keyboard. In reality, however, Miami-Dade County is a vast urban and
suburban sprawl where the majority of spaces are crowded and paved. The beaches
and certain other oases, like Coral Gables or Coconut Grove, do little to
mitigate the overwhelming traffic jams of the Palmetto Expressway or the cemented
front lawns of Hialeah.
Where’s my Tintern Abbey? Such a landscape changes one’s
approach to poetry. I don’t often write poems that I feel can be described as
“contemplative,” since contemplation is a mode I seldom experience. The poems
of the city are not necessarily what one would call antipastoral, either, since
when one does find openings to the natural world it’s difficult not to
sentimentalize them.
I prefer the term “urban pastoral,” a way of finding meaning in the urban
spaces that surround us.
photo:
Sunset at Antonio Maceo Park, in the heart of Miami.
Here is a wonderful example of the urban pastoral from Miami
poet Campbell McGrath, an excerpt from “Nights on Planet Earth”:
Sometimes, not often but
repeatedly, the past invades my dreams in the form of a
familiar
neighborhood I can no longer locate,
a warren of streets lined with dark
cafés and unforgettable bars,
a place where I
can sing by heart every song on every jukebox,
a city that feels the way the skin
of an octopus looks pulse-changing from color to color,
laminar and fluid
and electric,
a city of shadow-draped churches,
of busses on dim avenues, or riverlights, or
canyonlands, but
always a city, and wonderful, and lost.
Sometimes it resembles Amsterdam,
students from the ballet school like fanciful
gazelles shooting
pool in pink tights and soft, shapeless sweaters,
or Madrid at 4AM, arguing the 18th
Brumaire with angry Marxists, or Manhattan
when the snowfall
crowns every trash-can king of its Bowery stoop,
or Chicago, or Dublin, or some
ideal city of the imagination, as in a movie you can
neither remember
entirely nor completely forget,
barracuda-faced men drinking sake
like yakuza in a Harukami novel, women sipping
champagne or
arrack, the rattle of beaded curtains in the back,
the necklaces of Christmas lights
reflected in raindrops on windows, the taste of
peanuts and their
shells crushed to powder underfoot,
always real, always elusive, always
a city, and wonderful, and lost. All night I wander
alone, searching
in vain for the irretrievable.
Here you see the city landscapes imbued with possibilities,
much as natural landscapes are in the pastoral tradition. Though he doesn’t
mention Miami in this poem, one can see here the poetry that emerges from a
life in cities—McGrath has lived in Chicago and
Washington D.C. as well as in Miami.
In my own writing, I don’t necessarily always find the
redemptive qualities of this city, nor do I idealize it the ways other do. Yes,
it is a tropical paradise, a multicultural capital. But it is also poor and
dirty, congested and contested. Nevertheless, it defines us in both positive
and negative ways. I drive through Hialeah, Miami’s sister city, often, on my
way to work in Miami Gardens or to visit my in-laws. Some days the drive is
depressing:
All day long the traffic groans
like a birthing woman,
all day long and all night, too.
This is the city that never sleeps,
that works all day.
The old men, too tired to stand or
sit,
wait on their haunches
for the liquor store to open.
In a few hours they turn into beer
bottles
girdled in brown paper bags,
scratched-off
lotto tickets, spit thick as bird
shit.
They go back to the dog track,
to Mango Hill, to their daughter’s
houses.
The women sigh like bus brakes.
There are no girls in Hialeah.
The factories stack up like
cardboard boxes.
All day long they make uniforms and
artificial hips.
Every
corner has a clinic,
a convenience store, a gas station,
a fast-food pit.
At other times, however, these very details can be seen
another way, and the city’s industry becomes a testament to its motto, “La
cuidad que progresa”—the city that progresses.
photo: Siesta
Beach, Sarasota, Florida
long wait on Midnight Pass Road to get to Siesta Beach on
weekends. We can be like the egrets, and enjoy the patch of grass, or we can
plant an umbrella near the water, and claim a patch of sand. Preferably, a
little of both.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
National Poetry Month
It's here... and I'm not ready for it. I have three poems in process... but they are not yet ready to post.
I resolve to work on them this afternoon....
In the meantime, Spring marches on. My lilies of the valley are almost ready to bloom:
I resolve to work on them this afternoon....
In the meantime, Spring marches on. My lilies of the valley are almost ready to bloom:
Friday, March 23, 2012
The March of Spring, continued
This tulip-magnolia tree is blooming outside the building where my office is located.
We continue to have unseasonably warm weather; my garden is scary with emerging lilies of the valley and budding azaleas... these used to appear in mid to late April. Everything seems to be happening a month too soon. I love the weather but it makes me uneasy.
We continue to have unseasonably warm weather; my garden is scary with emerging lilies of the valley and budding azaleas... these used to appear in mid to late April. Everything seems to be happening a month too soon. I love the weather but it makes me uneasy.
Friday, March 16, 2012
Global Warming is Real
For the last three days, temperatures have climbed to the high 70's in Emmitsburg. The pink trees are blooming. Daffodils that usually bloom at least two weeks later than this are in full tilt.
You can't tell me that global warming doesn't exist, and isn't happening.
I love Spring and welcome its return, but I'm worried. too.
You can't tell me that global warming doesn't exist, and isn't happening.
I love Spring and welcome its return, but I'm worried. too.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
March Madness, Birder Style
Here is the Duncraft Company's one-way mirrored bird feeder. I have a similar one, though it's not a one-way mirror. Nevertheless, Chickdees and Cardinals like these come to my window, to my great delight.
In the US, many people follow NCAA Basketball. This is the
season known as “March Madness,” when the 64 top teams play each other in what
to me is an incomprehensible selection process. The 64 teams get narrowed to
the “Sweet 16,” and eventually, to the “Final Four,” from which a winner
emerges.
People make wagers about all this.
In the Birding world, the Cornell Lab of Ornithology holds
an alternate competition - basically, a
popularity contest in which birders write in and vote for their 64 most popular
species, which gets voted on and narrowed down , and so on.
It’s great fun. If
you’re interested in participating, just go to their website:
Thursday, March 8, 2012
The March of Spring
Crocuses are blooming in the garden in the woods. My garden by the house gets southern exposure and the warmth of the brick walls; daffodils and hyacinths are blooming there.
Last night I heard the Spring Peepers - their thousand voices to the full moon.
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Sister Bertha
( Sister Bertha in 1948 at DePaul Hospital in Norfolk VA)
( Sister Bertha and I in 2007)
Sister Bertha Robertson died last week in Emmitsburg,
about six months short of her hundredth birthday.
She had been in our community for 80 years.
I knew her first through her niece, Susan, my college
classmate and good friend. I met Sister Bertha when I joined the community in
1978.
She was a remarkable woman among remarkable women – never
a “big name” in the community, always accomplishing invaluable tasks behind the
scenes. She was very talented – a musician, a businesswoman, an administrator,
but she never held down any titled positions.
She came from a remarkable family, too. On her father’s
side, she was related to both Francis Scott Key and F. Scott Fitzgerald. Her
mother was the first harpist with the Baltimore Symphony Orchestra.
She put what could have been a privileged and prestigious
life behind her without a second thought when she fell in love with God and the
Daughters of Charity at 19. I don’t think she had an ambitious or conniving
bone in her body.
Back in 1995, one of our sisters, an historian, took an
oral history from Sister Bertha, and I am reading it now. It is amazing. Sister Bertha was one of two sisters in 1964
in the US ( they worked in Central
Purchasing) who made the arrangements for our new habits to be made. The design
came from the Motherhouse in Paris, and every Daughter of Charity was to change
from the old cornette habit ( which the sisters had worn since 1633) into this
new one on the same day all over the world in 1964. The arrangements were being made in May and
June, and the company making the habits were supposed to be able to make over
800 of them in different sizes by September 20, 1964. It’s quite a story.
This will be the first installment about Sister Bertha.
I’ll talk more about her in later posts.
I might even write some poems about her.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Lent and Leonard Cohen
He's been a favorite of mine since I first heard Judy Collins sing his "Suzanne" back in 1968. Two years ago I discovered him again, still writing songs, and giving some wonderful performances. This song of his seems appropriate for the beginning of Lent:
by Leonard Cohen
Anthem
The
birds they sang
at
the break of day
Start
again,
I
heard them say,
Don’t
dwell on what
has
passed away
or
what is yet to be.
The
wars they will
be
fought again
The
holy dove
be
caught again
bought
and sold
and
bought again;
the
dove is never free.
Ring the bells that still can
ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That’s how the light gets in.
We
asked for signs
the
signs were sent:
the
birth betrayed,
the
marriage spent;
the
widowhood
of
every government –
signs
for all to see.
Can’t
run no more
with
that lawless crowd
while
the killers in high places
say
their prayers out loud.
But
they’ve summoned up
a
thundercloud.
They’re
going to hear from me.
Ring the bells that still can
ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That’s how the light gets in.
Friday, February 17, 2012
It will be Summer eventually...
I'm taking a page from Ecobirder, whose blog I follow, and posting this Emily Dickinson poem.
I needed to hear it today, and others might, too:
I needed to hear it today, and others might, too:
It will be Summer—eventually.
Ladies—with parasols—
Sauntering Gentlemen—with Canes—
And little Girls—with Dolls—
Will tint the pallid landscape—
As 'twere a bright Bouquet—
Thro' drifted deep, in Parian—
The Village lies—today—
The Lilacs—bending many a year—
Will sway with purple load-
The Bees—will not despise the tune—
Their Forefathers—have hummed—
The Wild Rose—redden in the Bog—
The Aster—on the Hill
Her everlasting fashion—set—
And Covenant Gentians—frill—
Till Summer folds her miracle—
As Women—do—their Gown—
Of Priests—adjust the Symbols—
When Sacrament—is done—
--Emily Dickinson
Monday, February 13, 2012
A Valentine to Paris
Two films I saw recently reminded me of
my love for the city of Paris. I saw
“Hugo” on the big screen, with those 3-D glasses. The film itself overwhelmed with its beauty;
the parts where Hugo looks out on the night city from the clock tower of
Montparnasse Station really took my breath away. I remembered that I could see the roof of
that station from my bedroom window at our Motherhouse at 140 rue du bac, when
I stayed there in October of 2004. From
the bathroom window on the other side of the hall, I could see the Eiffel
Tower!
The other film, “Midnight in Paris,” I
saw via Netflix. I loved it – what a
wonderful “English teacher movie,” as my non-literary friends say. It was Woody Allen’s fantasy of Paris, and
partly mine, too. I remember reading Hemingway’s A
Movable Feast when I was in high school, imagining Paris even then.
I wasn’t in Paris nearly long enough. I
was there in 1976 too, but barely remember that trip – didn’t take many photos,
didn’t keep a diary, and was way too occupied with worrying about my students (
we were on a foreign study league trip) and thinking about what I was going to
do with my life.
On the 2004 trip, I stayed for over a week in
our Motherhouse, at 140 rue du bac.
It is an amazing building, taking up
most of a city block in the 7th arrondisment, right around the
corner from Le Bon Marchee, a legendary department store. The building
containing our Motherhouse was built in 1760, as the Hôtel de Châtillon, living
quarters of a mistress of Louis XIV! We moved into it in 1813, An imperial
decree on 25 March 1813, granted the Daughters of Charity the hotel. In 1814 the construction of a chapel began.
The chapel was consecrated in Paris on August 6, 1815 . This convent chapel is
where novice Catherine Laboure received her first of four visions of the
Blessed Virgin on July 18, 1830. I took
the following photos there:
I
only had two days to really wander about the city on my own. I went to
Montmartre with three other sisters, rode the funicular and visited Sacre Coeur, walked down the million
steps and ate crepes from a streetcorner vendor… then I left them and went on
the Metro over to Pere Lachaise Cemetery, where I wandered all afternoon. I’m
working on a long poem about that. On
the other wandering day, I walked from the Motherhouse to the Rodin Museum,
spent a long time there, walked along the Seine, and back down rue du bac,
stopping somewhere along the way for a
glass of red wine. As a group we toured a bit, visiting churches
important to Vincent de Paul and Louise de Marillac and Frederic Ozanam (
founder of the St.Vincent de Paul Society) We also visited Notre Dame and
Sainte-Chapelle, and I spent some time in a sidewalk café right across the
street from Sainte-Chapelle, feasting on Crème Brulee and watching people. But I could have happily continued my
wanderings for many more days!
Monday, February 6, 2012
Two new poems published
I have two poems in the latest issue of Press 1:
http://www.leafscape.org/press1/v5n3/higgins.html
"The Ghost Map"
and
"Named after Saints"
http://www.leafscape.org/press1/v5n3/higgins.html
"The Ghost Map"
and
"Named after Saints"
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Poem from Rosa Alice Branco
Mornings on the Ground
by Rosa Alice Branco
To accept the day. What will come.
To pass through more streets than houses,
more people than streets. To pass through
skin to the other side. While I makeand unmake the day. Your heart
sleeps with me. It wraps me up at night
and the mornings are cold when I get up.
And I'm always asking where you are and why
the streets no longer are rivers. At times
a drop of water falls to the ground
as if it were a tear. At times
there isn't ground enough to soak it up.
--tr. Alexis Levitin, New European Poets, Miller &
Prufer, eds
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