In January and in February it begins with a dream. These grey days I look out at my garden and imagine all the activity going on under the leaf litter and cluttered sticks and twigs. Struggling right now with my desire to "leave the leaves" and follow the guidelines for "overwintering habitat" from the Xerces Society, and clean up some of the messiness. My faithful friend Micah, the grounds guy in charge of the courtyard, is pushing for a cleanup. My other faithful friend, Sister Mary Jo, is urging me ( and him) to leave everything until the temperatures reach the fifties .
January got away from me, not because I was particularly busy, but because my mind was occupied with worrying over a situation in our house. With one of the sisters who lives here, and who is having some serious physical and mental problems involving a hoarding disorder. That's about all I can say about that in this semi-public forum.
art by Kat FedoraWinter Trees
BY WILLIAM CARLOS WILLIAMS
All the complicated details
of the attiring and
the disattiring are completed!
A liquid moon
moves gently among
the long branches.
Thus having prepared their buds
against a sure winter
the wise trees
stand sleeping in the cold.
I Am Learning to Abandon the World
BY LINDA PASTAN
I am learning to abandon the world
before it can abandon me.
Already I have given up the moon
and snow, closing my shades
against the claims of white.
And the world has taken
my father, my friends.
I have given up melodic lines of hills,
moving to a flat, tuneless landscape.
And every night I give my body up
limb by limb, working upwards
across bone, towards the heart.
But morning comes with small
reprieves of coffee and birdsong.
A tree outside the window
which was simply shadow moments ago
takes back its branches twig
by leafy twig.
And as I take my body back
the sun lays its warm muzzle on my lap
as if to make amends.
Linda Pastan, “I Am Learning to Abandon the World” from
PM/AM: New and Selected Poems (New York: W. W. Norton & Company, 1982).
Copyright © 1982 by Linda Pastan. Reprinted with the permission of the Jean V.
Naggar Agency, Inc. on behalf of the author
Fairy Tale, by Miroslav Holub
He built himself a house,
his foundations,
his stones,
his walls,
his roof overhead,
his chimney and smoke,
his view from the window.
He made himself a garden,
his fence,
his thyme,
his earthworm,
his evening dew.
He cut out his bit of sky above.
And he wrapped the garden in the sky,
and the house in the garden
and packed the lot in a handkerchief
and went off
lone as an arctic fox
through the cold
unending
rain
into the world.
(Translated from the Czech by George Theiner, from The
Rattle Bag, edited by Seamus Heaney and Ted Hughes, Faber and Faber, 1972)
Tomorrow is FatTuesday - Mardi Gras day...
and the next day is Ash Wednesday....And Valentines Day...
Deborah Gregg - Valentines
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